Sunday, February 26, 2012



me n my sister with the school bus
Today I went to my previous school, Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Agama Wataniah (SMKAWA) as I step on the compound of the school, the memories of being the student of SMKAWA flashed back before me. I saw the building of the classes where I used to study in, play with my friends, know of science,maths, and languages, know of friendship and know of life.

Then, I walked to the hall where I saw the prefects and remembered how I used to wear that majestic blue uniform. I watched the little form one students and I suddenly remembered how it was like to be in their survive the first days at SMKAWA..Then, my legs brought me to the canteen. It was empty but I could see my friends and I there.. chatting and laughing before our meals..Talk about boys,teachers,Korea,studies and many more..I heard the laughter there..all the noise we used to have during recess..I saw my friends lining up to buy their food and drinks..At that time, I realize how much I miss my school life..The beautiful memories that I wish I can repeat.

me n my bestest friend ever, Ezzah
I walk around the school after that.. I meet many new students that I don't know but I smiled to them as I see the faces and the smiles of my friends in theirs.I went to the mosque then.. A place that I miss the most as it was the place that my friends and I feel closest to Him. It was the place where we used to pray together,recite Qur'an together and strengthen our ukhwah fillah.. When I took the ablution, I saw the reflection of me and my friends in the cool and clear water in the 'kolah' where my friends and I used to take ablution together and perform Dhuha during our recess. I walked into the mosque and cried as I miss my friends so much..especially Rosha and Ezzah... and I still cry as I am writting this...
the 2009 Debate team (Kak Iza,Yen,Yan,me n Kak Ma)

Me and my twin, Nisa and.. Pijah also,there

That's how I look  like when I was in Form 5

Prefect's trip to Melaka.. miss all of them.. :)


Our graduation day.. :)
Then, I walked from the mosque to the school and remembered how my friends and I used to walk like that and talk about so many things and how I regret it so much for not taking each word they say to my heart..And as I was waiting for my father at Taman Simfoni, I listened to the miniature waterfall and my tears fall again. I wonder what can I do to bring back the memories as I would give anything in the world just to have another day to be with my friends in this place we call SMKAWA,our school that teach us so much in life... :")

*I went to school today to discuss about 2012 English fun Camp with Sir Zaharani..The discussion started at 8 and we discussed until 11 am..I wrote this in my notebook after the discussion ended..I showed to Sir Zahar what I wrote and he laughed and said that 'I can feel how much you miss this school from the way you write'*

Till next time....

With lots and lots of LOVE,

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

The Story of Mumil,Shumil and Michie


Morning,peeps ~ hehehe.. I don't really usually to be awake at this time. But, yeah~ I'm awake..since I slept early last night as someone asked me to sleep early and take lots of rest.. Final is just around the corner and I feel quite stressed about all the piling works on my table which I struggled to finish.. Well, my reason for waking up so early and typing this is not to babble about how stress I am but to share with you guys the story of Mumil, Shumil and Michie... Who are they? or What are they? hihihi... Continue reading,please... :)

Dear readers,

For those who know what Mumil,Shumil and Michie are,just wait for a moment.... I need to  enlighten those who doesn't know what are these creatures I'm talking about right now... Well, Mumil, Shumil and Michie are three cutest and most adorable cats for cat-lovers here in UiTM Kuantan.. Yep ! they are cats..but so adorable..especially that little Michie... It is just so a ball of furs only..hehehe...So, enough with the introduction.. Now, let me start telling you guys, "The Story of Mumil,Shumil and Michie"

It all started in a misty Monday evening...erm...Twilight actually..If I'm not Drama group was practicing our Drama presentation entitled "Voodoo Vengeance" which the script, I wrote myself..and...also with the contribution of ideas from my group members.. :)

As we were practicing, we were distracted by a some loud noises made by cats.. After a while, we discovered  the source of the noise..and, guess what.. Mumil was fighting with another male cat which I'm not very fond of. That bloody cat was trying to mate with Shumil and Shumil refused. We were so distracted that we just watch what happened between them. Shumil ran away from that bloody male cat and made some hissing noise that cats usually do when they are angry when he came near her..But, when Mumil came near, she didn't show and sign of anger or hatred.. She just let Mumil stayed by her side..(We made the conclusion that Mumil and Shumil really loves each other and that shitty cat just cannot find another beautiful female to mate with) So, after that, the shitty cat tried again.. he walked towards Shumil but Mumil stood in front of her and try to protect her.. The male cat started to feel afraid.. so he turned but tried again...this time, coming to approach Shumil in another side but Shumil refused and made another hissing noise..She went to Mumil that was resting under a car at that time.. She went there and started to mate with him... The other male cat just watched.. Maybe he felt pissed because Shumil refused him but accepted,he went closer to Mumil and Shumil but Mumil chased him away and return to mate with Shumil ...

A few weeks later, we saw Shumil's stomach began to grow.. Yep !  She was pregnant.. and now she already gave birth to a cuddly little kitten that we call Michie... I thought that Michie wouldn'l last long if we didn't really take care of it as daddy cat usually eat its own offspring as it feels intimidated by the new offsprings..(that's what my friends said when I told them my baby hamsters were dead,eaten by the father)..Anyway,our assumption was wrong, Mumil took a really good care of Michie..

GeeGee,the caretaker of the cats told me this story once..of how caring Mumil is until I almost wished that I could have a husband like Mumil..hehehe...Yep ! back to the story.. GeeGee told me that when Mumil and Michie stayed in her room, Mumil would let Michie sleep on the bed where
he usually sleeps and whenever Michie made some noise or waking up, Mumil would jump on the bed and checks if the baby is alright. Michie also likes to stay in the dried drain..for what reason..erm..ask Michie herself..hehe...Anyway, Mumil is very protective and takes good care of the baby he 'made'..

And, yesterday's evening, I saw Mumil and Shumil as I was walking up the stairs to my room. Mumil was helping Shumil to clean up..He licked Shimil's fur and after that Shumil puts her head on Mumil's shoulder..and started to lick Mumil's fur. I felt touched and slightly jealous at that time..I automatically remember this quote that I forgot who mentioned it "To be loved and to love is like feeling the warmth of sun on both sides"...It is just the sole feeling of happiness is you ask me.. I immediately thought of my 'Q'..That night, I called him to tell this story and I told him that I wish we could be like Mumil and Shumil..he just laughed and said that we can't be cats..and he doesn't want to be like Mumil..Well, I was only joking..He doesn't really like cats as the fur of the cat can make his asthma worse.

My point of sharing this story today is not to tel you guys that I want to be a cat but to share with you guys what we can learn from Mumil and Shumil.

First, what to learn from Mumil..Mumil is a great lover in my opinion.. He loves Shumil and Michie so much..He protected them.. He protected the 'girl' that he loves from any harm..and take a good care of the..clean the 'dust' on her and lick away her 'problem'... So, what I want to say here is, this is the truly way to love.not just to share the happiness and fun times together but to also share the pain and sickness together (I remembered that the same evening I called my 'Q' to tell him my problem and I did cry and stuff..he just listened and consoled me...fatherly consoling..which reminded me of my dad when he consoled me when I complains about how much work I need to do) ..Anyway,before I go much far away from my real point, I wanted to express my view that, if cats can love, why can't human? They can love and care for their loved ones, why can't human? Why must human husband abuse human wife? Think about it...are we worse that animals? decide..

Second, also what we can learn from Mumil..Mumil is a caring and responsible father. He took care of Michie and played with her...tend her well and care for her needs.. So, what I want to relate here is, what happen in our society to be precise.. As we are all well informed, most of the babies dumped were those who were illegitimately created by the parents.. As a Muslim adultery  is a sin and to dump the baby doubled the sin. Even if the could not take care of the baby, they should at least think that the baby is a pure soul does nothing wrong. Human nowadays, sorry to say this but some are far worse than animals..even towards their own child,legitimately born,they ignored the child's needs and abandoned them.. Is this the way human should behave? Think about it... Mumil take responsibility of his consequences of mating with Shumil,you should understand what I'm trying to say here..Some adulterers I admit,repent and take good care of the child born after the adultery abut some just don't...

Now, what we should do now is to sit and reflect our self..are we better than animals?  or are we just worse? Come,let us think of what we can do to change the illness in our society now...Until next time...

With lots of LOVE,

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Annual Dinner - A freaking fantastic night... :)


It maybe a little bit late for me to post new entry about the Annual Dinner of Foundation of TeSL and Law of UiTM Kuantan 2011/2012 which was held at The Zenith Hotel, Kuantan last Saturday (18th February 2012). But still I wanted to post this entry since my friends had been posting about this dinner in their blogs. :)

Yep ! that's me..with Belle..both wearing masks
The ceremony was undeniably grand and luxurious with the theme "masquerade and white lavender" (Yeah , we had the ceremony at a five-star hotel )  and I was only wearing Baju Kurung along with Wawa Winfrey and Cacah Cute. Overall, I had fun. (although I feel quite intimidated by those lawrians that went to the ceremony with such glamorous and vogue dress).. During the last performance, the song of our batch was sung by Syameer Ezral  if I am not mistaken and also a few Lawrians that I don't bother to know their names..hehehe... By the way, I did shed my tears during their performance.. Not that their performance was superb and touched my heart but because when the song was sung, I was touched by the lyrics and some memories with fellow Teslians flashed back before me.

At that moment, I felt glad that I made a lot of good and bad memories here at UiTM Kuantan. I will surely miss my dear friends here but I also miss my family back home and just couldn't wait to meet them and spend more time with them during my long holiday after foundation. Now all of us stand on a diverged road. All of us will go on our own way after this. The thought of separation that we will face after this is enough to bring tears to my eyes. There's only less than a month left for us to stay together and create more sweet memories together before we take our own path and wonder when we'll ever meet again. T.T

Well, I don't want to shed any more tears and I don't want you guys to also feel sad or touch. So, let me entertain you guys now with some of the pictures taken from the annual dinner last Saturday..Enjoy.. :D

EColl and KeyKey... sitting at the same table with me

Cacah Cute,Wawa Winfrey and Me

With the mysterious cinderella, GeeGee

Me and Diki

My mask..decorated it myself.. :)
For more pictures, feel free to check my FB account. I already uploaded the pictures taken during the dinner.. :) That's all for now I think..still got some Grammar to do... Till next time..

                                                                                                                                      With lots of LOVE,

Monday, February 20, 2012

Why they call me Kak Rita ??

As I mentioned before...I am called by various names..One of the names is Kak Rita.. Why? How? When? hahaha.. People frequently ask me the same question too.. Now, let me tell...During the first sem of my life at UiTM Kuantan, me and my friends stayed at Lembaga Kebajikan Perempuan Islam Malaysia (LKPIM).. I always sit at the 'sofa' because it was windy there and more comfortable compared from in our,I like to 'lepak2' there with my friends.. :) ...And there's one day, a girl named Nur Amalina Hussin or MUDIKI..came and sat with me n my friends.. We cracked some jokes and I laughed my head off..Mudiki suddenly shouted and keep telling that my laugh was same to the one that Rita Rudaini had in the movie Mami Jarum... =.="...And since then,she keep calling me Kak Rita..and since then also,my friends also started to call me Kak Rita and forget to call me by my own name..hahaha...So, that's the story of how people started to call me KAK RITA... T.H.E E.N.D :)

                   Yup ! Here's me and Diki..the first person to ever call me KAK RITA.... :)

                                                             Some of my beloved friends... :)

Do you guys realize that Diki is in every picture? hahahahaha... :)..Until next time..

                                                                                                                               With lots of LOVE,